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Perhaps if you grew up in New York or San Francisco, you could simply go to a gay strip club and watch naked dudes dance around on stage right in front of you, but growing up in the backwoods of Georgia, the only nude dudes I say were the fat old men taking saunas at the local gentlemen’s club where I bussed towels as a kid (if they only knew I was gay then, I’m sure they would have fired me on the spot). Well, as much as I did enjoy watching those sweaty naked dudes walk back and forth from the shower to the sauna rooms, and then off to their massage rooms, I always wished I could enjoy the erotic scenes while pleasuring myself at the same time.

I would imaging hiding in one of the towel closets and beating off to the nude dudes as they say diligently toweled off in front of me, but never had the nerve to actually take the risk of getting caught in such a compromising situation. But I would ALWAYS run home and beat off as soon as I could get some alone time, the thoughts of the day’s customers fresh in my mind.

So you can imagine how thrilled I was when high speed Internet finally made its way out to my sleepy little retirement town, and I could all of a sudden download as much steamy gay adult content as I could possibly watch, and for the first time in my life, could watch nude dudes performing sexual activities right on my computer screen while I pleasured myself. It was one of the most liberating and fulfilling experiences of my life the first day I downloaded a full length gay porn DVD to my computer, and sat there with a full tube of KY Jelly just stroking myself for hours on end until my penis was raw. And you can imagine my even greater appreciation for the gay dating sites I found thereafter that made it easy for me to get a few REAL gay dudes into my bedroom: God I love the Internet.

I know from experience that it takes quite a lot of getting used to before any gay, pornstar or not, can take a seriously large cock in their ass like the hung dudes in gay porn flicks have. I actually am not all that impressed with the sheer length and girth of hung guys that just waive their man meat around like a glorified sausage affixed to their crotch; I appreciate a “handsome” cock that stands up straight when its erect, doesn’t bend off to one side, and really love it when the head sticks out from the shaft like a baby’s arm holding a ripe red apple, and I doubt that I am the only gay guy in the world with this opinion. The truth is that hung dudes may dominate the straight adult media world, heck the most legendary porn star of all time- Ron Jeremy- had little going for him looks-wise, but managed to build an entire career for himself based on having being one of the most well hung guys in history, with sexual stamina to last for days at a time.

But when it comes to gay porn, even hung guys need to have a more complete package than just a heavy toolbox. Perfectly chiseled bodies seem to be a key feature for anything outside the bear and twink fetish niches, and pretty boy faces also dominate the front cover for any fresh mainstream DVD release, but even for hung dudes, they’ve got to have an asthetically pleasing cock for them to get my attention, and even then, I’m not sure I’d be willing to take the mammoth girth I’ve witnessed in some gay porn flicks. I guess from the comfort of my own home, watching hung guys in gay porn flicks fuck each other makes it seem like they’re all enjoying it, but I can tell from the size of some of those dicks, that it can’t be all that comfortable for the guy on the bottom.

My guess that I lucked out by being queer in the digital age, because being able to watch porn dudes fuck each other on the Internet showed me that I wasn’t alone in my sexual orientation, and it helped me become comfortable with some of the acceptable standards of the gay community and lifestyle. Rather than learning the ropes from some older, more experienced guy, as I presume is what happens with most young twinks like me as they enter the world of gay sex, I was able to learn about ‘top’ and ‘bottom’ roles before I’d even had my first gay sexual encounter.

I think that watching these gay porn dudes go through different sexual positions, and especially watching them orally pleasure each other, made me a more confident and capable lover for when I was ready to get involved with my first sexual relationship. By the time I did actually do it with another guy, I’m sure he appreciated my virtual experience, as we were both actually going through our sexual initiation together, and my pointers and apparent knowledge of how it can all go together both impressed my partner, but also made it a less awkward experience for both of us (for example, I knew all about having plenty of lubrication on hand, and though we both agreed that using protection was a good idea in general, since we were both virgins, decided it would be okay for us to take the risk of going bare back- it’s like we had to worry about getting pregnant like straight couples do.

For this reason, gay porn dudes will always hold a special place in my heart, even if the influence of learning my sexuality through online porn has perhaps made me overly picky and erotic to the extreme when it comes to engaging in sexual activity, and I even have a tendancy to blurt out loud vocalizations as I picture my favorite gay adult entertainers doing on the scene of a sweaty porn set.

A few years ago, it would have been very difficult to find any websites dedicated to hardcore gay sex, especially from mainstream producers, as the adult media industry was overlooking the huge market potential of gays; porn companies quickly changed their tunes when the niche genre market exploded. When this happened, about five years ago, adult media websites were searching out ever possible niche market where they could squeeze out additional profit from the super competitive mainstream market by focusing on under served markets such as blacks, Hispanics, gays, and other marginalized sexual communities.

I bet one of the main reasons that gay porn clips became a valuable resource for porn producers was the relatively cheap labor source of young gay men who are generally much cheaper than their female starlet counterparts. Almost naturally good looking by stereotype, these young strapping hunks were willing to do gay porn clips for next to nothing, and producers were also thrilled to find a thirsty and receptive audience for their new content directed exclusively for gays.

Porn sites marketed to the gay community quickly found that their customers were hungry for online content that could be streamed right to the comfort and privacy of their living rooms, and billed anonymously to their credit cards in a discrete manner that protected their sexual orientation from the public while allowing them to explore their erotic fantasies through a medium that had largely only catered to straight audiences. In some ways, the development of the mainstream porn industry could not have come at a better time for adult content providers, as it not only exposed a highly lucrative market, but also showed that in addition to porn shot specifically for gays, there were even further niche markets within the gay online community were available to exploit, and that by getting into the gay porn initially as a niche market, have found that it has nearly the same ultimate potential as the straight market.

While in most gay relationships, the sexual responsibilities seem to develop according to a natural progression into suitable roles for ‘top’ and ‘bottom’, but in guy on guy porno, where it appears that either could be the more dominant, who gets to assume to role of the ‘top’? Maybe I forget that there are guys that do want to assume the bottom position, mainly because I myself am a devoted top who doesn’’t quite relate to the pleasures that are presumably felt by those taking my healthy dose of meat in their asses, but I still can’t see how the roles are divided in gay guy porn.

It would not surprise me if the top got paid more than the bottom, just like the straight porn business where guys are paid virtually nothing due to the fact that just about any guy on earth will volunteer his body to fuck a hot porn starlet whether he gets paid or not, he’s still going to consider himself a lucky guy. Porno featuring gay scenes should, under the same rationale, pay the guy who gets to ‘put it in’ very little, while the blowjob artists and anal receivers should be rewarded for their hard work- which almost always involves not only taking a cock up their asses, but a considerably large one at that.

I might suggest that gay guy porn actors play some kind of game of chance to determine who’s on top and who’s on the bottom. Maybe they could flip a coin, or play ro sham bo, or draw straws to see who gets to be on top, or they couold even turn it into a sport and let the guys play poker hands over it, or better yet, they could duke it out in a boxing ring. That would actually be really hot guy porn: two guys sweating it out, then the winner gets to fuck the looser in the ass: how fitting. I would even pay money to watch the pre-fuck fight!

After a series of incidents involving the common trend of “bare back” sex scenes that produced several cases of HIV infection among a handful of gay porn actors in Europe, the hot guy porn topic of the moment is whether or not actors should even have the option of performing scenes without the use of condoms. The issue raises several interesting human rights debates over whether a person has the right to take certain risks in a professional capacity that may lead to a life threatening situation. Certainly rock climbers, extreme skiers, BASE jumpers, and even police men are allowed to place themselves in danger’s path in the pursuit of their hobbies, professions, or responsibilities. It doesn’t seem that the legal system will have much to say about hot guy porn scenes being shot with the use of rubbers or not, at least in the places where most gay porn is produced.

So then, where does the responsibility lie in terms of protecting the performers that make hot guy porn possible in the first place? Are we content to just write off the incidents and unfortunate circumstances that these young boys will be forced to live with for the rest of their lives, just because they made a risky decision, often under the influence and need of a few bucks? Given the generally exploitative nature of the adult media business, it stands to reason that someone is going to have to stand up and make a case for the mandatory protection of gay boys who perform sex scenes, or we’ll have a serious industry problem on our hands.

I think the question comes down to whether it will be the consumer or industry groups who ultimately demand the clamp-down on the gay movie industry to mandate safe sex measures be implemented in any movie that expects to get consumer or industry endorsement. I doubt it will come from the consumer side, as the trend has been bolstered by the consumer demand for increasingly rawer content, which ultimately leads to raw sex. The industry, on the other hand, has already stepped up measures to condemn both the studios who allow un-safe sex in their scenes and the award show companies that reward these companies for their productions. Kudos to the industry, they seem to be looking out for their people.

It seems unfair to me that straight men seduced by transsexuals should get so upset when they discover that their sexual fantasy woman is really not a lady at all, but in fact a dude. After all, they can’t deny that they were attracted to whatever it was that caught their eye in the first place, whether it was male or female. Actually, straight men seduced by trannys seem to be explicitly prejudiced when it come to analyzing their reactions. I mean, they found this person attractive at one point, but they then seemed to switch their minds when it came to light that their amazing sexual connection was actually with a man. Some might try to play it off like they were drunk and taken advantage of, and in some rare cases they may have actually been doped or roofied- and might have a reason to be pissed, or even take legal action, but in most cases, these guys thought they were having the most incredible sexual experience of their lives up to the point where the clothes came off.

After all, it’s really just cultural conditioning that a large percentage of them reject their homosexual urges in the first place, and if they find a girl attractive because she has enhanced breasts, full lips, elegant hair, and a tight ass and leg package, then it stands to reason that they should find the same set of features attractive on anyone, even a guy. What’s even more paradoxical is that these guys don’t even appreciate what these trannys can really do for them; even if they gave them the best oral sex of their lives, they’d sooner get pissed off and threaten to beat the crap out of their tryst rather than say thanks and congratulate them on a job well done. If these sexually repressed closet homos had any sense about them, they’d enjoy the experience and stop active as if they were truly exclusively straight men seduced against their will and forced into sticking their cocks in a warm friendly place.

Doing solo scenes is generally the first step an performer in the gay adult media business takes, but it’s also been proven to be a proven effective manner that has seduced straight guys into real gay sex. Sometimes they regret it, but often it is just the ultimate realization that no one can please a man, like someone who has a lifetime of experience with their own dick. The other fact of the matter, is that many straight guys are at least bi-curious, but afraid to admit it or explore their sexual urges for fear of being labeled as a homosexual. Once they get into a circle of open minded adults that support exploring this side of their sexuality, it is easy to see how many gay porn stars have seduced straight guys right off the set.

Now I’m not saying that’s the only motivation, as money is another enticing factor for a any young struggling performer, and some guys get into the industry simply by doing solo scenes as they are comfortable with masturbating, and can even be introduced to the process gradually by allowing them to film themselves on a webcam. It doesn’t take much of an audience to put a few hundred dollars in their pockets, and once that happens, it’s not long before their gay fans are going to offer more money to see them do even more erotic and engaging performances. Maybe from an initial solo act, a guy will allow himself to at least be instructed off camera by another man. From there, it’s not a far step up to getting a blow job from a dude, and ultimately, realizing that there’s as much pleasure to be had from fucking a guy’s ass as a woman’s. And while there’s not much money for men in straight porn, the allure of bigger payouts with doing gay porn has successfully seduced straight guys to the point where the trend has become a fetish genre in its own right.

For some reason, watching straight dudes jacking off in these solo sex scenes really gets me horny; more so than watching gay dudes jacking off. Maybe it’s because I was teased so much in school by straight guys that were such extreme homophobes that they sent me home crying every night, and I imagine that these same guys are so desperate for cash that they’re sending in videos of themselves masturbating just to make ends meet. I can just imagine how pissed off and embarrassed they would be if they knew I was stroking myself to their solo presentations!

Maybe it’s also due to the fact that straight guys are like the forbidden fruit that all of us gay guys might scoff at in public, but in private, we’ve all met at least one friendly straight guy that had us wishing he was at least a little bi-curious. For me, the thought of enticing a guy who generally identified himself as straight would be a huge ego boost, and I’m sure that my oral skills would make him feel like guys were the way to go- heck, there’s no way a woman can compete with a guy for giving head: we know what feels good because we’ve experienced it ourselves.

Though it’s a bit of a long shot to believe I could ever seduce a straight guy, mainly because I’m generally shy and tend to be the one who’s approached by my sexual partners rather than the other way around. But watching videos of straight dudes jacking off makes me feel like it’s the next best thing. I wonder if this is the same for straight guys that watch lesbian videos as they know they have no chance with those chicks either, but seem to love the fantasy of being included in the act, even if just as a sex prop?

If a Group of Black Men Hung Their Dicks In My Face, I’d Be The Happiest Boi on Earth
Body: I had this amazing dream fantasy last night where a circle of black men hung their limp cocks around me, and started prodding my face, cheeks, ears, and hair with their rods until slowly, one by one, if gave these hung black guys enormous erections, and proceeded to suck each one off one by one. If all these men hung their pieces in front of me in real life, I’m sure I would be overwhelmed and probably even freak out, but after my dream, I am very curious to figure out if there’s any way I can recruit a few hung black guys to help me live out my fantasy.

As a little white twink who’s just finishing high school, I am quite eager to at least get tooled by some big black men; hung or not, but I presume that all of them are quite strapping men. Hung black guys might sound scary to most, but as I feel the oppressive nature of high school life is only a short period away from being nothing but a distant memory of my awkward social past, I can’t wait to delve into all that expressing my gay sexual urges has to offer. So why not go for the biggest, black men- hung all the way to their ankles if possible to satiate my anal and oral desires.

My bet is that gay black men would jump at the chance to fuck a little white kid who will definitely be experiencing a little pain as I adjust to their massive cock sizes, and maybe most twinks in my situation would be scared stiff over the prospect of any situation where they were surrounded by a group of black men; hung or not. I admit that the prospect a linup of ebony, well hung men would have scared me to death even a week ago, after my wet dream last night, I’m all game and trying to think through how I could make this arrangement happen for real.